March 23, 2009
I knew it was going to happen; I predicted it last week. Unfortunately, I didn’t see myself becoming this stressed and freaked out until at least Wednesday. I have way more on my plate than I’m certain I can handle, and if I don’t do it I’ll probably end up with less afterward than I have now. I posted the photo of Mazzy Star because they sort of equalized me a minute ago. I realized that even though I’m working, I get these little snippets of breathing room every hour or so. And I just realized that I should be making the very most of those things, because sometimes shit gets pear-shaped and sometimes I’m going to be too busy to worry about my health or my happiness. It all goes to some sort of greater end. Not end, in the ‘it’s over’ way—more like an end in the ‘wow, that was worth it’ way. Funny though: I sort of imagine Mazzy Star will be playing at the end.

I knew it was going to happen; I predicted it last week. Unfortunately, I didn’t see myself becoming this stressed and freaked out until at least Wednesday. I have way more on my plate than I’m certain I can handle, and if I don’t do it I’ll probably end up with less afterward than I have now.

I posted the photo of Mazzy Star because they sort of equalized me a minute ago. I realized that even though I’m working, I get these little snippets of breathing room every hour or so. And I just realized that I should be making the very most of those things, because sometimes shit gets pear-shaped and sometimes I’m going to be too busy to worry about my health or my happiness. It all goes to some sort of greater end. Not end, in the ‘it’s over’ way—more like an end in the ‘wow, that was worth it’ way.

Funny though: I sort of imagine Mazzy Star will be playing at the end.

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